Trying Out Christ

My friend who is a minister-in-training told me if I wanted to root my faith, pray, then read the bible. I am a Zen Buddhist by training so I don't necessarily believe in God. I tried this little Christian experiment. My old personality came back, which was refreshing. Also, I stopped worrying if people talked about me. These were small "gifts," if you will. I'm still not completely converted as my scientific thought doesn't lead me down that road. Also, why surrender to a King? Even the King of Kings? It may be worth it, but I don't need to be a perfect sage who is totally humble before the higher power. I'm just a small, arrogant little grain of sand.